C'est samedi matin, il fait beau, je me lve. Mes parents ne me crient pas aprs, tout est beau. Je me fais djeuner, toute la mme petite routine, jus'qu ce que j'allume l'ordinateur. Il n'allume pas.Le tabarnaque!L il est la salle d'urgence du Digital World et va attendre jusqu'a mardi prochain avant de se faire diagnostiquer (ou rparer, j'men rappelle plus). a veux dire que les vacances de mon P3 sont termines, il reviens en service demain avec son beau petit Windows 95. Merde.Il y a quelques mois, je voulais prendre un cours de PC repair au collge, mais mon pre m'avait dit que quand les ordinateurs faisaient du trouble, le monde les pitcheaient la dompe et s'en achetaient un nouveau au lieu de le faire rparer. C'est donc pour a qu'il y a une liste d'attante de deux jours pour la rparation d'ordis au magazin?? Et avec un cours en rparation de PC, je n'airai pas besoin de payer in criss de prix de fou pour faire rparer cette bitcherie d'ordinateur!

Aprs une douzaine de spam wanna-see-my-web-cam assez provocateurs (et faisant chier) sur AIM, j'ai dcid de faire ma propre page de webcam. La voici:http://www.geocities.com/gorax_mog/xxxcam.html Venez me voir, je suis tout seul et il fait noir et j'ai froid . . . Venez vous coller contre moi et je vous ferai peut-tre plaisir *wink*Hehe non, mais srieusement, je vais envoyer cette page l toute ma liste de ICQ et AIM. Si elle n'offusquera personne, elle va bien les faire rire!J'ai rien contre les webcams, mais ceux qui les utilisent pour se montrer le cul et spammer ces photos l des trangers, a me brle vraiment!

a ne fais aucun sens. Je passe environ 8 heures par jour assis devant l'ordinateur mais des qu'un petit problme technique se prsente, je ne suis mme pas capable de l'arranger. a fait vraiment piti.Le gagnant du concours Faites Moi Chier de la semaine sont les messages "wanna see my web cam?" sur AIM et ICQ. J'vais les faire souffrir, les clisses!Autre que a, a va mal. Je sens que l'ordinateur va planter d'un momment l'autre . . .

J'aimerais retourner en enfance. Les enfants jouent et s'ammusent sans se soucier de leur avenir. Mme si ils pensent leur avenir, ils sont quand mme heureux parce qu'ils vont tous devenir des bons petits vtrinaires ou astronautes.Crisse, qu'est-ce que j'ai fait de pas correct pour arriver dans ce cul-de-sac qui est ma vie prsentement?

J'vous le jure, si quelqu'un la malchance de mettre les mots The, Page, Cannot, Be et Displayed dans la mme phrase et je suis assez proche pour l'entendre, je leur sacre un coup de poing au visage. Pas de mais. Un gros *PAF*, c'est aussi simple que a.Autre que a, c'est vendredi, ce qui veut dire que c'est le temps d'aller boire ce soir :) Le club est assez plate, mais quand mme . . . Il faudrait que j'alle une autre place o le monde se battent de temps en temps, c'est le fun regarder hehe.Tabarnaque, est-ce que a vous fait chier vous quand le monde sur votre liste AIM frappent enter aprs chaque mot? Est-ce que c'est si compliqu que a d'crire une phrase complte? Ce n'est pas seulement sur AIM non plus, oh non. Il y a aussi battle.net, ICQ, MSN, Yahoo, tous les chat rooms . . .KICKASS!! J'viens juste de trouver mon prochain sujet de bitchage pour un article qui va aller sur mon site web!

J'ai finalement vu The Two Towers. Je devais tre le seul en Amrique du Nord qui n'avais pas encore vu ce film.Comme tout le monde m'a dit: a en vallait la peine! (premier certificat cadeau de dpens, reste 9) La grosse bataille la fin tait bien . . . Wow :D

C'est l'ennuyage d'avant de se coucher. Est-ce que a vous arrive des fois de s'emmerder trois heures du matin en sachant qu'il faut aller se coucher parce que vous avez un rendez vous chez le dentiste le lendemain matin et qu'il va falloir marcher (en MONTANT la cte, calvaire) jusqu' l et pour une raison inconnue vous n'allez pas vous coucher? Euhh, ne rpondez pas a, je radotte.Maudit rendez vous chez le dentiste. Maudites broches. chaque fois que j'y vais pour les faire ajuster je leur demande quand ils vont les enlever. La rponse est la mme chaque semaine depuis 6 mois: Bientt.Il faut que j'ajoute du monde sur ma friends list au plus sacrant. Je regarde la liste des autres et ils ont des dizaines de noms l dessus et l je regarde la mienne qui n'est, bien, pas aussi garnie. Hehe je me suis mme ajout sur ma propre liste pour que a aie l'air moins pire.J'ai cris la moiti d'un article qui va aller sur mon site web eventuellement. J'ai eu l'ide pour cet article quand je m'ennuyais chez ma grand mre Nol. On dirais que c'est toujours quand je m'emmerde que j'ai des bonnes ides. Je crois que je vais crire jus qu'attend que quelque chose de productif me passe dans la tte . . . Mwais. a risque de prendre un boutte. Au moins si quelqu'un qui m'as sur leur liste est de mauvaise humeur, peut tre que mon texte niaiseux saura leur mettre un sourire au visage. "Heille, check le celui l! Il a encore moins de but que moi!" Bah.Hmmm. Quand tu tape Enter deux fois aprs un paragraphe et tu appuies continuellement sur la flche qui va par en bas, la petite bare qui dit ou tu est rendu monte et descends, et monte, et descends, monte, descends, monte . . . Regardez la pour quelques secondes, on dirait qu'elle vient d'une couleur mauve!On va dire que c'tait a ma dcouverte de ce soir. J'sacre mon camp dans mon lit maintenant.

Je suis revenu de vacances le premier Janvier trois heures du matin. Maintenant on est le quatre et j'ai attendu tout ce temps l pour chiler dans le LJ. Je procrastinais et il fallait que je me change les ides aprs ces dix jours d'enfer.J'ai dja parl des bons points (mes cadeaux) dans un post prcdent. Je crois que j'ai oubli de mentionner qu'on est alls skier aussi. C'tait le fun a aussi. Le seul problme est que mes doigts glent VITE. Aprs deux descentes, j'suis fourr pour le reste de la journe, ts, moins que j'aie des gants de 200 dollars, une chose que je n'avais pas. Il faudrait que j'lale voir le docteur propos de ce gelage de doigts l. Mme maintenant tant en train de chatter, tout mon corps est une chaleur normale, mais mes doigts sont froids comme de la glace. Je les bouge continuellement en plus en tappant sur le clavier!Laissons faire a pour le moment. Voici la platitude des vacances.Premirement, les petits cousins ne m'ont pas tomb sur les nerfs comme auparavant. Kickass! J'pense qu'ils ont matur un peu . . . L la moitie de la gang sont plus matures que moi.Nous sommes arrivs chez grand-momman Dimanche (22) trs tard le soir. Je suis all me coucher dans ma chambre de barbie habituelle et me suis endormi une heure plus tard. Le lit est tellement vieux et les ressorts du matelas tellement uss que le lit prends presque la forme d'un V. C'est bon pour le dos a! J'ai dit que c'tait une chambre de Barbie parceque les murs sont tout blancs et les rideaux et autres accessoires de chambre sont roses. C'est fin a. Pourquoi m'ont-ils pas donn un char rose tant qu'a faire? Et le 'tit Jeep pour aller avec a? Et pourquoi pas la salle de bain toute en rose? la salle de bains j'men fous si elle est rose et remplie de petites poupes bout d'choux habilles en pastel, en autant qu'il aille assez d'eau pour PRENDRE UNE DOUCHE et FLUSHER LA TOILETTE PLUS QUE DEUX FOIS PAS JOUR, ce qui n'est pas le cas avec le salle de bains dans la maison mmre.Je suis all dans la ville de Montral pour une bonne periode de temps d'environ une heure et trente minutes. Pas trouv ce que je cherchais dans les magazins. Perte totale de vingt piasses parce que j'ai dit que j'allais payer pour le gaz si on y allais.Nous sommes alls magaziner Repentigny avec ma tante pendant une journe. C'tait correct je suppose. Ma mre m'a achet un beau manteau pour Nol :D Un peu comme celui qu'Undertaker avait vers les annes '91-95. Ma mre l'aimait le manteau elle aussi avant que j'lui dise a. Ce qui m'a fait le plus chier cette journe l c'est que les mchants microbes ont choisi la mme journe pour s'attaquer mon systme et me faire dgueuler toute la journe. Et je'l sais que j'ai utilis le mot "journe" trop souvent dans cette phrase . . .Ft noel chez mon cousin. Je ne sais pas ce que j'avais mais j'tait dprim en sacrament. J'avais les larmes aux yeux un momment donn et j'avais aucune ide pourquoi. Je ne fais pas des choses comme a d'habitude. Le problme est que je trouve que c'est con la depression et l j'tais en train de brayer pour rien moi mme, donc je me fchais encore plus. Mais c'est pas grave, j'ai t capable de donner une bonne excuse au monde qui m'ont vu pour expliquer pourquoi J'avais des larmes dans la face. Aprs a on a t glisser. On s'est fonc dedans avec nos traineaux une couple de fois et aprs j'me sentais mieux.Le nouvel an t ft chez ma tante qui habite cot de chez mmre. On ne pouvait pas rester trop tard parce qu'il fallait se lever tt le lendemain pour sacrer notre camp chez nous (ce qu'on a fait a 4 heures de l'aprs midi). Je n'ai pas eu la chance de savourer le souper parce que je suis all me bourrer la face dans les trempettes, les raisins, les nachos et les petits blocs de fromage qui taient sur la table avant le repas.Rsolution du nouvel an: Manger au restaurant rien qu'une fois par mois. a pas de sens sinon, c'est a qui draine mon compte de banque si vite.C'tait les choses desquelles je me rappelle le plus des vacances. J'suis fatigu, a me tente plus d'crire pour le moment.Une chose comique qui s'est passe jeudi dernier par exemple: J'tais dans la mauvaise humeur du temps des ftes et je regardais WWE Smackdown la tl. Ils ont montr une annonce--THE DEAD MAN WALKS AGAIN . . . ROYAL RUMBLE!! Yeaaaaah! The Under fuckin' taker is coming back! AND he's coming back as the Lord of Darkness that I know and love :D Oh man, this is going to kick so much fucking ass! And my friend has Pay Per View too! Ehmm, yeah . . . En tout cas, des que j'ai vu l'annonce, la dprime est partie en un clin d'oeil et je suis devenu tout hyperactif.THE LORD OF DARKNESS IS COMING!!Et oui, je ralise que je suis probablement le seul suivre ces conneries de WWE ^_^

Maudit que j'ai besoin de crier.Aprs huit jours, j'ai accs un ordinateur. C'est pas trop tt. Huit jours sans crire dans le LJ, a veux dire que le bitchage s'accumule et c'est le temps des ftes en plus alors il est multipli par deux.Je ne sais mme pas si je peux tout vider mon stress dans une seule session d'criture. On perd rien essayer.Les bonnes choses: cadeaux. Cent piasses de mon pre, mais le catch c'tait que les cent piasses taient rpartis dans trois bouteilles de coke en une cennes, cinq cennes et dix cennes. a en a tu pris du temps pour tout les mettre en p'tits rouleaux! Pas comme si c'est une mauvaise chose, c'est tellement difficile de faire passer le temps chez grand-momman. J'ai aussi reu de ma mre cent piasses de certificats cadeaux pour aller au cinma . . . Lord of the Rings, j'men viens!!ARGH! NON! Mes parents viennent de dire qu'on s'en va. Tabarnaque. Mme pas eu le temps de bitcher. Il va faire beau avant que je commence une entre de LJ avec le bon ct de quelque chose >_OJe reviendrai. C'est une promesse et un avertissement.

Je m'apprte suivre mes parents pour les vacances de Nol chez ma grand mre Montral.Non non non, laissez moi redire a: Je m'apprte suivre mes parents pour les vacances de Nol chez ma grand mre UNE HEURE DE Montral.a me fais assez chier. tre si proche de Montral et ne pas tre capable d'y aller, juste parce que mes parents trouvent "qu'il y a trop de monde dans le temps des ftes". Want it? CAN'T HAVE IT! Crisse. L je vais tre oblig de passer dix jours d'enfer dans la famille.Premirement, chez grand-maman. a pue, il n'y a pas d'internet (ou d'ordinateur), c'est dans le fin fond des bois et le cable est nul chier. Ah, j'ai oubli de mentionner quelque chose d'autre aussi: Il n'y a presque pas d'eau. C'est le fun passer dix jours sans se laver. On peux flusher la toilette un maximum de deux fois par jour. Matante viens de faire un flut? CHASSE PAS! SAUVE DE L'EAU CRISSE! On peut pas jeter de papier dans les toilettes non plus.J'aimerais a tre capable d'hiberner comme les animeaux le font, juste pendant dix jours.En plus tout mes cousins l bas ont au dessus de trente ans et ont 2+ enfants chaque. Les enfants ont pas plus que 12 ans. Moi je suis entre les deux. C'est plate les vacances tu dis? Garde 6 enfants (sans te faire payer) toute la journe, a va te dsennuyer!Bah, il faut que j'y alle. En train de me faire crier aprs de me depcher.

On dirait que ma vie est vide (voir: plate) depuis que je ne travaille plus. Ou peut-tre que c'est la ralisation que l'argent ne rentre plus qui me dprime tant que a. Ok, pas exactement la dprime, mais on dirait qu'il manque quelque chose. Ah oui, l'argent! Je n'aurai mme pas ramass deux mille des dix milles piasses que j'aurai besoin pour aller au collge.Chien est encore malade. C'est rendu non-scuritaire de se prommener pieds nus sur le plancher maintenant.J'ai FINALEMENT pris une photo de moi qui n'a pas l'air retarde (bon ok, moins retarde d'bord). Ma maudite camra digitale est possede j'vous le dit. Je pense que moi mme je suis possed par la mme force malicieuse, a s'appelle la paresse et l'inabilit de faire quoi que ce soit comme il faut. Pas grave, je l'uploaderai demain. La c'est pas juste les autres qui vont avoir leur petite photo sur leur LiveJournal!Le chien boit et boit et boit . . . a va tre beau tantot. Il va falloir que j'alle me coucher vite pour que je puisse dire que je n'ai rien vu donc ne soit pas oblig de ramasser.Mon site web est la cl de la serrure qui ferme la porte entre les pices "nobody" et "world famous". Ah, si seulement je metterais du contenu sur ce site l. Tiens, c'est a que je vais faire demain.La je m'en vais me coucher. Je suis sur le point de mon espace livejournal o le monde arrte de lire et passent le prochaine entre parce que mon post est trop long. Moi c'est a que je fais en tout cas hehe.Bon . . . L la scheuse qui essaie de me faire chier plus que mon rveil matin. Au moins le rveil j'ai pas besoin de me lever pour l'arrMAUDIT TABARNAQUE DE CHIEN DE CLISSE!! ENCORE DGUEUL!! FUCK!! a va laisser la marque sur mon mood icon a!

Je reviens du kickboxing . . . Non, minute l, c'est des menteries ce que j'viens de dire. Je suis revenu du kickboxing il y a trois heures et d Diablo 2, je n'ai pas eu le temps de prendre ma douche. La il est minuit et demi, je suis en train de chatter, et j'ai un rendez vous chez le dentiste demain a huit heures du matin. a va tre beau a!Bon, l en crivant ce dernier paragraphe je ne sait plus o le chat est rendu. Pas grave.

On dirais que j'cris plus souvent dans ce LJ quand je suis en train de travailler (ou tre suppos de travailler). C'est pour cette raison qu'il me faut un nouvel emploi. J'tais en train de penser des choses que j'aimerais faire il y a deux minutes, question de trouver quelque chose crire dans ce foutu journal hehe. Il faut que je choisise entre agent 00, WWE Superstar, assassin, premier ministre, ou me prsenter un laboratoire o les beaux petits scientifiques feraient des expriences sur moi et me donneraient des pouvoirs spciaux. Je pensais faire l'affaire du laboratoire et ensuite me sauver pour ensuite faire carrire dans la WWE, mais tre premier ministre serait le fun aussi . . . Qu'est-ce que vous choissiseriez vous?La guerre des livres en trop: Ezra m'a donn quelques conseils et une couple de noms de produits naturels pour aider. Il me manque encore un ingrdient, mais celui que j'ai prsentement, le garcinia cambogia (Je leurs ai simplement montr la feuille au magazin hehe, j'aurais pas pu esprer prononcer a) a sent bon en maudit! Heille j'ai pass quasiment dix minutes avec le pot en dessous du nez! Presque une aussi bonne senteur que la cire que je mets dans mes dreads :)a m'est aussi venu l'esprit que je ne perderai probablement pas dix livres parce que le kickboxing va probablement faire du muscle, et le muscle a pse plus que le gras. Pas grave, en autant que je perde en masse de gras. J'men fous si c'est l'hiver et il fait frette!En parlant du kickboxing, il faut que j'y alle, c'est maintenant. Si je plante quelqu'un comme y faut, je vous donnerai les dtails quand je reviendrai!

Je viens de revenir du concert de chorale de ma mre. Je me disais en revenant de l'glise "Finalement! La j'men retourne sur l'internet!" Vous pouvez vous imaginer combien j'tais content rendu la porte de chez nous . . . Jusqu'attend que je l'ouvre et que je voie la maudite grosse flaque de renvoyage de chien sur le tapis de l'entre.Mwais, notre pauvre petit pitou l'air malade. Le pauvre petit Gorax qui est oblig de tout ramasser aprs par exemple, le monde ont l'air a s'en sacrer pas mal.Je ne suis pas all au club hier, j'tais trop fatigu. Avec le 5 piasses d'entre que j'ai conomis en y allant pas, j'ai pu aller au kickboxing cet aprs midi. C'tait pas mal plus valorisant hehe. J'tais suppos d'aller au club ce soir aussi mais blah, a ne me tente plus. J'ai des e-mails envoyer et une addiction a Diablo 2 qui reprends le contrle sur moi.Maudit Diablo 2 . . . a va nuire mes entres de LJ. Hehe moins que je raconte mes aventures sur Battle.net. Non. Si je faisais a je risquerais de perdre mes ehh, trois lecteurs?Bon, c'est le temps de sauter dans les e-mails!

a fait depuis lundi que je trouve que le temps passe plus vite la job. a fais aussi depuis lundi que j'ai eu un code LJ . . . Coincidence?C'est ma dernire journe de travail aujourd'hui. Je ne sais pas trop quoi penser. D'un ct je vais ravoir ma libert de jouer a D2 toute la journe, mais d'un autre, je n'aurai plus d'argent qui va rentrer. J'ai trouv un autre emploi facile potentiel dans le journal d'hier . . . J'espre l'avoir. Je ne peux pas donner trop de dtails prsentement par exemple, parce qu'ils prennent un nombre limit d'employs hehe. Ah pi crisse, ils engagent par rgion, moi je suis au NB et tout le monde qui vont lire ce LJ sont Montral. Pour la job, regardez www.opportunity-depot.com! (mwais, a ressemble un peu un scam, mais je suis un poisson pour des affaires de mme moi hehe)C'EST VENDREDI AUJOURD'HUI! a veut dire que c'est le temps de sortir ce soir, mme si j'aime pas a aller dans les bars. J'espre que a seras pas comme la semaine passe o il y avait du monde colleu qui me suivaient partout. J'peux bien voir que je fais partie du 5% des gens de mon sexe qui n'ont pas la circonfrence d'une roue de tracteur mais maudit, lchez moi!Prcautions pour ce soir:- Si quelqu'un essaie de danser dirty/faire des cochonneries en arrire de moi sans que je le sache et j'men apperois, j'me vire de bord en leur sacrant mon coude en plaine face. Je leur dirai "Oups! Je t'avais pas vu!" C'est bien a qu'ils voulaient de toute faon.- Pognage de derrire. Premiere offense: Je leur tasse la main avec un coup sec (je metterai mon bracelet pics pour que a fasse plus mal). Deuxime offense: Poing dans la face. C'est aussi simple que a.Non mais il faudrait que je me fasse un chandail avec "J'AI LE SIDA!" d'cris dessus. L peut tre que le monde me lacherais. Ce que je ne comprends pas est que je n'ai pas le physique d'un dieu non plus. Crisse que a m'coeure le monde des fois! Moi je vais seulement au bars pour essayer de socialiser et me faire des amis. Tous les autres (95% au moins) s'en vont l pour se pogner une queue/plotte/les deux. a fait chier! Des que le monde le sait que je ne coucherai pas avec personne, ils ne veulent mme plus me parler. Gang d'pais.Bon, si je veux sortir ce soir il va falloir que je commence penser comment je vais m'habiller. 10 heures a deverait tre assez de temps pour me faire une ide . . . Bah, c'est mon maudit ct fminin a!

Okay, not just donuts. I am declaring war on every damn type of pastery out there . . . Il faut que je perde dix livres avant le temps des ftes. Quinze serait encore mieux.Il me reste . . . Presque dix jours. J'me demande si c'est possible? Je vais l'essayer pareil, c'est pas comme si j'avais quelque chose d'autre a faire. Je suis certain d'en perdre au moins cinq pendant les vacances, surtout avec mes parents constamment en train de crier "MANGE PAS AVANT SOUPER" "T'AS MANG TANTOT!" "LAISSE-EN POUR LES AUTRES!", tout a accompagn des "TIENS TES USTENSILS COMME IL FAUT!" et des "TE TON COUDE DE SUR LA TABLE!". Euhh, en tout cas.Je vais aussi essayer de faire un chteau de neige comme je l'avais fait deux ans passs. Avec deux semaines en campagne o il n'y a pas d'ordinateur, presque pas d'eau, et un paquet d'missions de Pre-Nel la TV, faire un chteau de neige tait la seule option dans le quiz de trouve-de-quoi--faire. Il tait beau mon chteau, il ressemblait une version miniature du chteau de la Guerre des tuques. Si a n'aurait pas t pour les chiens qui sont alls pisser dessus, et les petit cousins en train de grimper sur ses murs . . . Mwais, faire un autre chteau me ferais faire de l'exercice et perdre du pois, moins qu'il y aie un gros trois centimtres de neige comme l'anne passe.J'vais aller courrir ce soir. Merde, c'est AVANT les ftes que j'veux perdre dix livres, pas pendant. a n'as pas de sens comment je suis capable de changer de sujet sans m'en rendre compte.

J'ai regard les Livejournals des autres hier et a m'est saut aux yeux qu'ils avaient tous quelque chose signifiant dire. Eux ils crivent propos des expriences de vie, leur penses, des pomes, . . . En bref, ils crivent des choses qui font du sens.Et la je regarde mon propre Livejournal. En train de chialer aprs les toilettes la job (en passant, elle a flush quand j'tais assis dessus hier, la clisse!). J'ai beau utiliser des belles petites couleurs, a fait dr pareil.C'est plate. Chaque fois que j'essaie de dire ce que je pense sans niaiser, a sort tout croche (ou pas pantoute). On dirait que a me prends des conneries pour m'exprimer. C'est bien le fun de divertir le monde, mais la longue il n'y a plus personne qui te prends srieusement. Pfft, je suppose que me prendre srieusement moi mme serait un bon dbut.On dirais que j'ai un retard mental de maturit. Je ne suis pas sur de vouloir m'en dfaire non plus. a peut tre le fun d'tre niaiseux si t'est content!Il me reste deux jours travailler, aujourd'hui et demain. Je n'ai mme pas ramass 20% des fonds que j'aurai besoin pour aller au collge. Je suis en train de dbattre si je deverais tout aller dpenser pendant le temps des ftes . . .Ah, pi on s'en fout finalement! Pourquoi est-ce que j'men fait avec tout a? Dans peu de temps il devrait y avoir quelque chose d'achalant qui va se passer et j'vais pouvoir continuer mon daily bitching.

J'ai la tte dans les nuages aujourd'hui. Je suis en train de travailler (essayer au moins) et mes penses s'envolent sans arrt. Bon, la il faut que je fasse un rsum de ce rapport . . . Hmm, a fait longtemps que j'ai pas regard South Park . . . a serait le fun d'aller magaziner dans une autre ville cette fin de semaine . . . J'me demande ce que mon ami fait prsentement . . . Il va falloir que je cherche toute la maison style FBI pour voir si mes parents m'ont dja achet des cadeaux pour Nol . . .Hehe, une chance que je n'ai pas trop de travail faire.C'est Mercredi aujourd'hui. On dirait que c'est lundi. Lundi et mardi, je ne les ai mme pas v passer cette semaine, c'est bizzare. Peut tre que je rvais trop, ou bien ma mre a mis quelque chose dans mon lunch avant que je parte travailler.'est une sensation diffrente d'crire quelque chose de pas ngatif dans mon live journal. Il va falloir que je fasse a plus souvent hehe.

Il parait qu'il y avait un party de retraite durant la premire pause caf. Personne me l'a dit avant que a soit fini. Au moins il restait un peu de muffin/bonbons/craquelins/timbits/biscuits/... pour me remettre de bonne humeur.Mais la je suis fach parce que toutes ces bonnes affaires l vont me faire engraisser. Argh, il y a TOUJOURS un mauvais ct.

Ok again in the #sasuxnaru channel on IRC we decided to have fun...See, it was really quiet so Tzuki decided to start up round robin. Well a couple others contributed but it was mainly Tzu and I writting..They are a little OOC (ok in some spots REALLY OOC but hey, this ended at 5am here and had been going on for like 6 or 7 hours....seriously...And somehow I always manage to be the Community Sasuke lmao...oh well, i'm used to it :3 ) And Tzu wanted Chaos/Angst/and we threw some Sap in there as well. Writer's Block: Cereal: By the People, For the People. . It's really quite good despite the oocness and meh nt really AU but you can think of it that way if you'd like :3tzuki: He was NOT happy. fetus feedus * A BRAND NEW REALITY * what if everything you ever wanted never existed again. . If only it hadn't rained last night, then he wouldn't have slipped in the mud, gotten the damn stuff in his hair, or be late for the meeting. He glared at his teammates and crossed his arms over his chest, pouting but trying not to appear to be.XiaoBai: The idiot was blabbing again. Something about getting free ramen off someone else, and Sakura seemed to be interested, for some unknown reason. 2am sucks tonight. . He growled under his breath and glanced at his clothes. It was very dirty, with patches of muddy stuff here and there. He scowled. It won't be easy to wash them away.tzuki: "SO, then, he told me that I could have as MUCH ramen as I wanted on the first Tuesday of every month. Can you believe it? Gha! I can't wait..." The blonde paused for a long second, then turned to his dark haired-rival, "Sooooooooo, what happened to YOU?" and grinned evilly, "Looking like you slept in the gutters last night, Sasuke-*kun*Winde: Sasuke turned his eyes towards the blonde and then back again. He wasn't in the mood to deal with Naruto's annoyances. He stuck his hands in his pockets and continuted to be his silent self.tzuki: Naruto grinned and bounded over to him. Sasuke resisted the urge to roll his eyes. An arm slung around his shoulder, "Between you and me, you don't smell too good either."Winde: Grinning Naruto stuck his tongue out and laughed. Sasuke just watched the blonde, finally giving in. super Heroes telly!. . "What does it matter..."tzuki: Sasuke glanced at the arm on his shoulder, then picked it up with his index finger and thumb and dropped it off, turning his attention to Kakashi, "I'm going home, sensei. In the midst of driving Bro and babies around to get the car situations in a correct line. . If a mission comes up..." he trailed off and bounded awayWinde: Kakashi gave his knowing smile and turns to Naruto. Liz Lisa direct sale. . Icons: The McKay Guide to being Sexy! :D. . "I have a mission for you." Naruto bounced excited. "what is it sensei!!" Sakura just looked skeptical at her sensei and Kakashi grinned "Your mission is to.." He turned and whispered something In Naruto's eartzuki: Sakura looked curious. Naruto made a face and pulled back, "You want me to WHAT?"Winde: Kakashi kept grinning and tapped his nose. "Yes I want you to do what I said." He turned to Sakura. "I don't have anything for you today Sakura. no friskis o svettis viktor told me the wrong time and after id walked home and dealt with the ponies i thought it had already started. . This is an errand that only Naruto can do for me. I'll let you know if something comes up."tzuki: Naruto made another face, "This is DUMB, Kakashi-sensei! Do I haaaaave to? Why can't Sakura-chan do it?" He crossed his arms and stuck his lower lip out in a poutWinde: Kakashi got serious now and half glared at Naruto "I'm serious Naruto. You are the only one that can do this and if you don't then you won't be able to sleep at night."tzuki: Naruto rolled his eyes and sighed, "Fine, fine...you sooooo owe me for this."Winde: Kakashi waved hand "hai hai, i'll buy you ramen"tzuki: "I'm holding you to that! Sakura-chan's a witness!" he cried out and bounded off, still not entirely happy about the situation. Stupid Uchiha.Winde: Sasuke sighed as he walked home. This was stupid, another day wasted sitting around with no missions. Naruto was also being a pest again. Dobe....He sighed again and opened the door to his apartment and walked in, dropping his key on the table and taking his shoes off.tzuki: Naruto grumbled to himself. What could be so important that he wouldn't be able to sleep at night about delivering some damn package to Sasuke cos the stupid bastards birthday was coming up. Wasn't like it was HIS gift to the jerk.Winde: Sasuke flipped the single light in his appartment and walked into his bathroom to take a showertzuki: He picked up the package and stared at the brown-paper wrapped item. *sigh*My cell phone is now on the missing list. . WHat the heck was so great about something this small? He cursed his rival again and sighed, turning away from the post office it had been delivered too and headed for the uchiha manorWinde: He turned on the water and stripped off his clothes, stepping under the hot spray and soaping up with the only bottle of soap left...Lavendar scented body wash. he sighed and used it anyway, noting the next time he went to the store he would pick up some different soapjai53: (lol, small box? Is it a ring?)Winde: (wait for it.........waaaaaaaaaait for it)jai53: (condoms!!!!!)* Winde waits for a response from Tzutzuki: (HAHAHAHA)tzuki: (LAVENDAR HANDLOTION)Winde: (:p)tzuki: Naruto paused to stare up at the main house of the Uchiha houses, mouth open a little as he looked up. So BIG...how did Sasuke live here still? He lowered his head, looking at the package again, then headed up the walkway to the front door and pounded rudely on it.Winde: Sasuke thought he heard noise from the front so he quickly washed the soap off and wrapped a towel around his waist and quickly walked to the door, pulling it open and stopping dead in his trackstzuki: Naruto's eyes widened a little. His brain processed one thought: Sasuke was wet and in a towel. He visably paled a little and his mouth opened.Winde: He started and opened his mouth to make a smart comment but all tha came out was "Naruto...."tzuki: Hearing his name broke him out of his stunned state, and he managed a grin that didn't faulter too much, but failed to hide his blush, "I didn't know you were THAT in to me, Sasu-chan."Winde: He glared and started to shut the door in the blonde's face "i don't have time for you dobe, i have more important things than "being into you" he turned as he shut the doortzuki: He shot a hand out to keep it from closing, "That's fine, I can be in you, if you insist." His grin grew, "Aww, and you even smell like lavendars. quite possibly my last update from france. . For me?"Winde: Sasuke paled slightly if that is even possible and then growled "what is it you want. Make it quick i'm busy"tzuki: He held up the box with one hand, "Special delivery. Life on the Trail. . Sorry to burst that bubbling hope you're getting from just seeing me at your door with it, but it's not from me."Winde: He raised an eyebrow and took the package, almost losing his grip on his towel. "why would I think it was from you? I don't want anything from you anyway."tzuki: His smile slipped a little, but he quickly recovered, "No, of course not. Sorry to keep you standing around." He smiled one more time, and turned, heading back down the walk.Winde: Sasuke stared after Naruto in his doorway. my mass media teacher is so incredibly long winded. . He was stunned...He saw the drop in the blonde's features and his sudden change in attitude. What was going on?tzuki: He reached the end of the walk, pausing once to look back and give a small smile to Sasuke, then shouted, "YOUR TOWEL'S SLIPPING!" and jumped away with speed only a ninja could posessWinde: Sasuke stared at the spot Naruto was just standing in. His towel was slipping....his towel was..he looked down and jumped, dropping the package on the ground in an attempt to grab his falling towel.tzuki: Naruto bit his lip as he made his way up to his secret spot on the hokage monument, where he could be alone with his thoughts. Well, not really alone...how could he be truely alone when there was always the fox to contend with? Sometimes he wondered what that would be like...to be normal and be his own selftzuki: the rock was cool, even after basking in the sun for the few hours it'd been up. He sank down, tossing himself back and sprawling out, staring at the brilliant sky aboveWinde: Sasuke toed the package into the house and closed the front door, drooping his towel and heading back to the shower, turning the water back on and steping back into the spray letting his thoughts wander back to the look on Naruto's face as he said he didn't want anything from him. What was up with him?tzuki: It was cloudless, which would have been a disappointment to Shikamaru, but Naruto didn't care, he hardly even noticed. boolope. . His thoughts circled around himself, why the comment Sasuke made had such an effect on him. It confused him. it also confused him what he was feeling when he saw Sasuke in just the towel. He licked his lips and didn't even realize it.Winde: Sasuke sighed and hit the wall of the shower finishing up and getting dressed, before heading out to find Naruto. There was usually two spots he could be found at, and it wasn't Tuesday...tzuki: Naruto sighed and stretched his arms towards the sky, fingers splayed as if reaching for something. A bird soared past his vision and distracted him for a second, soft, pained smile hitting his lips.Winde: Sasuke sent out a search for Naruto. Yep he was right where he thought he would be. he appeared quietly, observing the blonde at first, not letting his presense to be known.tzuki: He let one hand drop back to his chest and twisted the other so its shadow blocked the sun from his eyes, and he laughed at himself. God, he must look so DUMB. Good thing no one could see him. It would just add to the negative view of him. He sighed and dropped the other hand, letting it hit the ground beside his head a little painfully, and closed his eyes.Winde: Sasuke couldn't help but sigh softly as he watched Naruto. He was so quiet, this was a side not often seen in the presence of the other. It was somehow comforting to Sasuke to see the inner Naruto. He wondered what was on the other's mind.spunglass: kyuubi: you foolish brat, do you think that anything you do will change how people view you?spunglass: kyuubi: All they see is me.spunglass: kyuubi: never you. all you will be, is the shell that covers me, that masks their fear of my power.tzuki: Naruto looked up, suddenly seeing the cage, and the massive demon behind the bars. Yeah so I had a hunch. . He turned his head away, "Shut up. I don't need your help in driving myself crazy."spunglass: kyuubi: oh yes.. you're doing a fine job of that yourself, pining away like that.Winde: Sasuke continued to watch Naruto, seeing some kind of struggle in his mind. Something inside him made him want to help but he wasn't sure what he could do and didn't know what was going on.tzuki: his eyes focused on a rock on the floor, and looked back up at the monster, a little fear in his eyes, "I'm not 'pining away'!"tzuki: The demon rolled onto it's side and stared at him, "Then what do YOU call it? I think he's perfect for marking. Maybe we should."tzuki: "Shut up...don't touch him!"Winde: He watched as Naruto frowned, he wanted to reach out, and he almost did...something was upsetting Naruto. qneenrkomon. . Why was he feelin like this? He never cared before, why did he now?tzuki: "He'd be good, he's got a beautiful frame." "No. Leave him alone." "Oh well, doesn't matter. He wouldn't look at you anyway."tzuki: Naruto shook his head, "Leave me alone. I can have these thoughts on my own." The demon smiled, "Oh, but it's so much better when there's someone to spread the pain."Winde: He gave in and got up, kneeling down by the blonde's head and leaned over Naruto, casting a shadow on his pale face. He slowly reached out a hand towards Naruto's shouldertzuki: "You're all alone...except for me. You'll always have me. I'm never going anywhere." Naruto's eyes darkened and he rose, "If you won't shut up, I'll leave." "You're never going to be loved by anyone but me. And even I only let you live for my sake." "That's why I can't die?" "You know that." That evil smile again, Naruto didn't even need to look to see itWinde: He touched the blonde's shoulder and shook him slightly, concern in his eyes and written in his features. What was wrong?tzuki: "I die, you die..." "That is the deal...not very favorable for me, no?" "So you'll just keep going at me like this." "Until you break and I can take over." "What will happen to me when that happens." Kyuubi was smiling again, "Does it matter? I'll have what I want. And WHO I want."Winde: Sasuke didn't get a response so he shook Naruto harder trying to get a response from the extremely quiet blondetzuki: Naruto's eyes shot open. Uwah~ Today went well. . Someone was over him, shaking him. spanky. . His body performed it's immediate response. On Vox: Black Rebel Motorcycle Club - Baby 81. . His fist swung out, aiming right for the intruder's face. "Don't TOUCH HIM, YOU BASTARD!" He cried before he could stop himselfWinde: Sasuke saw it coming but for once in his life wasn't fast enough to avoid it and Naruto's fist hit him square in his nose, sending him flying backwards and slaming into a rock slab.tzuki: Naruto shot up, spinning into a crouch, eyes wide and body ready to strike, until he recognized the figure. Oh...oh shit...shitshitshit..."Sasuke! Wh...what are you doing here?"Winde: Groaning Sasuke sat up and touched his nose, wincing at the pain that shot through his face. "Damnit Naruto.....You looked like you were troubled and you weren't responding...."tzuki: He paused, racking his brain, and straightened, going towards him, "I was dreaming, I think...are you okay?!" He offered his hand to help him up.Winde: Sasuke nearly swatted his hand away but thought better of it and accepted the hand, standing up.."Yea, I think I'll be ok, I dont think it's broken. Are you ok?"tzuki: He tilted his head and made a cutely confused face, "Yeah? Why wouldn't I be?" meanwhile, his whole thought was: Oh, he can't know he can't know, he can't know..Winde: Sasuke slowly shook his head "you just looked like something was wrong...." he stopped...he had almost said that he was worried,that wouldn't go over well, he didn't need the loud blonde to make more fun of himtzuki: Naruto paused, and remembered they were supposed to be against each other, and crossed his arms over his chest, "Che, what do you care?" He turned so he wouldn't have to see Sasuke's face anymore, and instead looked out at Konoha, "It was just a dream."Winde: Sasuke gritted his teeth together and started to walk away. "You're right what do I care. I don't know what came over me. Later Dobe." He started down the mountain, if Naruto wanted to be an ass then what DID he care, he had better things to do with his time anywayXiaoBai: Naruto scowled bitterly and muttered, "Yeah, go and play with your stupid fangirls and ignore me. That's what everyone does..."Winde: "Ch...whatever dobe, I don't care about them and I don't care about you. You want to be alone then fine, I'll leave you alone. Have it your way." He growled and vanished, feeling like shit now.tzuki: Naruto cursed the instant he sensed the other was gone. "See, you damn fox, I told you. I don't matter." But the fox didn't answer, and the silence bothered him more than if the demon had said anything. So, even the fox wouldn't acknowledge him. Even that kind of hurt.Winde: He groweld and ran to the practice area. He needed to sulk like he always did and he needed to fight something. His anger was slowly eating away at him and now even Naruto didn't want him around. What did it matter if he did? Since when did Sasuke care? He tossed Shuriken at the target and powered up Chidori, no one cared about him and it's been like that his entire life, why should anyone start now?tzuki: He wanted to vent. Needed to. But there wasn't time. One of Tsunade's birds circled round him, making a high-pitched noise, as if ordering him around. He growled low in his throat, then yelled at the bird, "ALRIGHT, YOU STUPID THING, TELL HER I'M COMING!" Before he headed back down the monument, suddenly very angry.Winde: Sasuke pounded the stump hard and knocked it out of the ground. He was hot and panting from the work out. He wanted to talk to someone... no he wanted to talk to Naruto but the boy didn't want anything to do with him. He growled again and stormed off to his house again.tzuki: There was a certain jounin perched on the wall that surrounded the house, smiling through his mask at him, "My my, my student, you look bothered."Winde: Sasuke started seeing Kakashi perched on his wall. "What does it matter." he huffed and threw the door open, leaving it open for the jounin if he wanted to come in.tzuki: The jounin easily followed, "Having troubles in neverland?" Somehow, an issue of Icha Icha Paradise appeared and his eyes focused on the pages, "Lovelife not going according to plan?"Winde: Sasuke glared at his sensei. "What does a love life have to do with anything?" he walked in and passed the forgotten box on the floor inside the doortzuki: Kakashi smiled again, eye forming a happy arch, "Absolutely nothing, just seemed like the right thing for a sensei to ask. The Hokage wants to see you."Winde: Sasuke mumbled under his breath and shoved his hands in his pockets, turning around and heading back out the door. "What does she want now..."tzuki: "Mission! B Class!" Kakashi cheered, still following him.Winde: Sasuke stopped. "B class....?"tzuki: "Yep yep, so you better hurry before it's handed off!"Winde: Sasuke sighed and headed to the Hokage's tower, Kakashi towing behindtzuki: Naruto slipped into her office, ignoring the ANBU and everyone else, and marching right up to her desk, "I'm here, what do you want?"Winde: He walked up and past the ANBU at the door though they didn't seem to mind once they saw Kakashi. He pushed open the door to find the loudmouthed blonde standing before the Hokage. He stood by the door, arms crossed, waiting for an explination.tzuki: Kakashi shoved him farther into the room, and shut the door. Naruto turned and glared at him for a minute, before fixing his attention on the Hokagetzuki: "What's the meaning of this, Tsunade-baba?"Winde: Sasuke glared at Naruto and turned his gaze towards Tsunade. He wanted an explination and nothing short of a good one would satisfy him. He stood there silent as usual and waited, continuing to glare at the back of NarutoAmuseMe: Tsunade frowned at Naruto before her gaze flickered towards an empty sake jug. She laced her fingers together irritably and muttered. "You could at least show a bit more respect, brat."tzuki: Naruto snorted and crossed his arms.AmuseMe: Tsunade let out a poorly stifled snort herself and leaned back, now eyeing the occupants of the room. "I have a nice mission." She paused before adding, enticingly. "It's dangerous and will put your ninja skills to the test."tzuki: Naruto's eyebrow went up and his stance relaxed a little, "Yeah? For me? What is it?"Winde: Sasuke eyes Tsunade, not sure as to where this was going.AmuseMe: Tsunade gave them both a sadistic smirk. "It's for the both of you. Up for it?" Tapping her fingers together now for dramatic effect.tzuki: Naruto didn't even look back, "Yeah. I'm in."Winde: Sasuke sighed "ch..why not I don't have anything better to do"AmuseMe: Tsunade, quite abruptly, exclaimed happily. "It's a recon mission! A prestigious lord suspects that his wife is cheating.. trips out. . so he requires two ninjas to observe and report on his wife's daily routine." She looked terribly amused and out of nowhere, pulled out a full sake jug. drongeto. the only way this could be better was if I wasn't in debt. or if I was getting laid.. . . (hey, you wanted cheese!)tzuki: Naruto face-faulted, "Oh come on! That's a stupid mission! We don't even leave the village!"Winde: Sasuke knew it was too good to be true and started at the walls, not amusedtzuki: Kakashi was grinning again, "It's PERFECT! It'll keep you both nice and busy and get you all buddy-buddy again!"Winde: "I don't do Buddy Buddy"AmuseMe: Tsunade sniggered. my little frodo. . "This will put your observation and stealth skills to the test, Naruto. Well. . Truth is, we're short of missions and the reason why it's a B class...well, let's say he paid. Alot." She discreetly shuffled some papers over a stack of playing cards.tzuki: Naruto scowled, "Nothing could be enough to work with *him* on a dumb mission like this. He can have it to himself." he started to walk away, gagging when Kakashi was suddenly there, holding the back of his jacket and keeping him there, while reading his book.Winde: Sasuke stood arms crossed. "You afraid you can't do it Dobe?"AmuseMe: She sighed, looking at the two boys, and sipped from her cup. "Their manor is located in the outskirts of the village and she shops here as well as in other more cosmopolitan locations in the Fire Country. Kakashi will check up on you two every now and then. Happy New Year!. SB2004!!!. . . Now scam, brats, I have alot of work to do."tzuki: Naruto turned cold eyes at the Uchiha, staring at him for a long moment, then turned away again, "I won't work with him."Winde: Sasuke shrugged "whatever" and walked out of the office, willing to do the job himself.AmuseMe: Tsunade stood up slowly and grinned again. "Why, Naruto... are you turning down a challenge? I thought it was your ninja way to never give up."AmuseMe: She flicked two fingers suggestively, eyeing up the blond's forehead.tzuki: Naruto stared at her blankly, then shrugged, "Not giving up, just turning it away, it's not worth it."Winde: "he just knows that he'll fail so he's sticking his tail between his legs like a dog and going off to hide"tzuki: Naruto spun and snarled, "Shut up. The Potion Makerlukitatium is a milky. . You don't know anything." He stormed for the door, pausing, "And it wouldn't be a dog, it'd be a fucking fox." before continuingtzuki: Kakashi frowned but made no move to stop him, simply turning his eye to SasukeWinde: Something inside Sasuke stirred, showing breifly in his eyes before he hid the feelings behind his mask...He turned his cold glare to kakashi and stormed out after Naruto, heading back to his house for his things.tzuki: Kakashi sighed, and ran a hand through his hair, and put his book away, "I'll take care of it, Tsunade-sama, if they don't do it on their own."AmuseMe: She pursed her lips together. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone...the parody.. . "What's wrong with them? Ordinarily, Naruto would have jumped at the mission."Winde: He ran all the way to his house, mixed feelings fighting a war inside himself. Hey Kaela. . He got to his house and tore through it like a tornado, picking up the things that he needed for the mission. He stopped and collapsed on his bed staring up at the ceiling, trying to sort things out, doing so unsuccessfully and falling asleep as welltzuki: Kakashi shook his head, "I don't know. fuhendewv. . Must have missed something somewhere in between meeting this morning and me picking Sasuke up to come here." He paused, "Did his nose look a little swollen to you?"AmuseMe: Tsunade shrugged. "It did but I didn't question it. I know him and Naruto spar all the time. Either way, this mission will be good on Naruto's reconnaisance skills and will teach him patience. Uchiha is there to keep things at balance if anything goes wrong."tzuki: Naruto cursed himself and jumped from tree to tree, trying to vent, now that he could. His mask had slipped. Damn it, he should have just taken the fucking mission and played along. But no, he still had to be off-balance from earlier. Didn't help he was so confused about Sasuke. Push, pull, push, pull...it confused him and hurt him too muchtzuki: Kakashi nodded, locking his eye on hers, "It's just an added benifit that they'll be strengthening bonds along the way, of course."AmuseMe: She clapped her hands together, cheerfully stating. "Or kill each other in the process!" By now, half of the sake in the jar was gone. "That's why you will be checking up on them to collect their reports....and report to me how they are getting along." She handed him three scrolls, "these are the mission details. The wife is leaving tomorrow for her monthly splurge."tzuki: Kakashi took them and put them in holders on his vest, bowing a little, "Then, if there's nothing else, I believe i have two students to pester...I mean...CONVERSE with."AmuseMe: Tsunade sniggered again and waved her hand dismissively. "Of course. tacelgoletm. . I have alot of work to do myself." A dish of white radishes appeared almost magically on her desk. "You're dismissed."tzuki: Naruto spun and kicked the a tree, foot crashing in and causing a dent, before he let himself spiral down from his huge height and hit the ground with a sickening noise, gasping for breath and once again staring up at the sky, which this time was blocked a bit by tree cover. *snooze*. . Pain laced through him in beautiful blooms for a few seconds, before a similar pain rushed over him as his body repaired wounds.Winde: Sasuke rolls over and slowly opens his weary eyes. The sun was starting to go down and he sat up in his bed, rubbin his eyes. He hadn't meant to fall asleep but so manythings were plaguing him that his body shut down.tzuki: "Nice nap?" Kakashi was perched in a chair in the corner of the room, in that creepy way he had to pop up out of no where.Winde: Sasuke started and then looked the other way. He wasn't in the mood to share his feelings. i couldn't resist..... . He didn't know what was going on so he sat there silently looking out the window.tzuki: "Mn...I think we pushed him a little too far today."Winde: Sasuke turned towards Kakashi. "what are you talking about"tzuki: "No one's seen him since he stormed out. Even I can't find him. He has some sore spots in his ego...that when pressed are a little too painful. Sort of like someone else I know."Winde: "it's not my problem. He can take care of himself, he doesn't need me and he doesn't want me either..." he hadn't meant to say that last part out loud...tzuki: Kakashi was silent for a moment, "Do you want him to?"Winde: "........no......it doesn't matter...." He turned again throwing a pillow over his headtzuki: Kakashi smiled a little sadly, "It doesn't? Then you wouldn't care if he turned to someone else?"Winde: Sasuke stiffened. Why would he care. He didn't want Sasuke. It made no difference how he felt. "He can choose whomever he wants. That's his choice to make, not mine" Again, a little more than he wanted to say but at this point didn't caretzuki: "I see it in you, that you want something from him. But you're not willing to even try a little? You won't fight for him even a little?" He looked a little distant, thinking about the past, "The saying really is true, you know...you don't know what you have til it's gone."Winde: "What can I do? He doesn't want me so why should I care!? He turned to kakashi "He told me he doesn't want me and now won't do anything related to me so why should I bother with someone who doesn't want anything to do with me???"tzuki: Kakashi rose and shrugged, "If that's your view of it, if you're not going to fight for his recognition of you, then nevermind." He pulled out one of the scrolls and tossed it to him, "There's the mission details. Make yourself useful and get ready for it."Winde: Sasuke stared at the scroll, picked it up and shoved it in his bag, running out of the house in search for Naruto.tzuki: Kakashi moved a bit slower, and left through the window, lifting his hitae-ate so he could use his sharingan to focus in on Naruto's familiar aura.Winde: Sasuke sent out a search to find Naruto, hoping to find him relatively quicktzuki: At that moment, the blonde was screaming as a bit of his spine snapped back into place, from where it had been dislocated from the fall. SInce there was no one around, he let himself release his pain in noises. Didn't matter anyway. He felt like going back up...maybe higher this time...and see if it would let him do anything besides writhe in pain. this time imperfect. . Maybe it'd kill him...he laughed...*laughed* at the thought. Nice wish.Winde: There, he felt it....no he heard a scream...following the noise Sasuke ran faster, coming to the clearing where Naruto still laying. He stopped short and doubled over breathing hard "N...Naruto"tzuki: Naruto turned his head, looking at him, then smiled and turned his head back, "hello, teme." and winced through his smile at another sharp hit of healing-painWinde: He staggered over to where naruto was and slumped down next to him. "I...I thought something happened......"He saw the wince and stiffened "what's wrong..." Concern etched in his eyes, for once he wasn't hiding ittzuki: he started to laugh, it turned into a hiss, though, as the rest of his back set and he arched a little, before slumping back, panting. Bright blue eyes opened and looked at the black-haired boy, "Had a little fall, snapped a few things."Winde: Sasuke's eyes grew wide. He reached out for Naruto, wanting to make him feel all right...tzuki: He waved a hand, "Don't look like that, it's almost all healed by now."Winde: His hand paused..."almost healed? what do you mean almost healed..."tzuki: He smiled and sat up, wincing a little, "Injuries don't last long on me, you know? Few minutes, half hour tops, if it's really bad."Winde: Sasuke didn't understand, and it seemed that Naruto was hiding something from him....he didn't want to push it though, it was Naruto's business..."un.." he looked away and moved to himself againtzuki: He rolled his head to the side and made a soft noise as his neck popped, "Why are you here?"Winde: Sasuke sighed...he may as well..."Because I was worried..." then really softly, almost to the point that even he couldn't hear himself "It hurt when you said you didn't care about me..."tzuki: He looked sharply at him, "And what? You think it doesn't bother me when you say you don't have any use for me? That you don't need me?" he shrugged and pulled his knees up, wrapping his arms around them, "It doesn't matter, though. Just like everyone else, I shoudn't expect any different from you."Winde: He slumped further and looked away. Naruto was right "you're right, why should anyone expect anything from me, the cold hearted Uchiha heir. i'm a cp!!!. . I don't know how to show my emotions and in the end end up pushing those I care about away. wxologetnomex. . Like I've done my whole life." He stood up, after saying what he had softly a hint of anger and sadness aparrent in his voice, turned so that his back was to Naruto, his head hanging and his arms abouttzuki: he started laughing, softly, and eventually got louder, before droping it off with a sigh, "We really are something, aren't we?" He rose, stretching and wandered towards his rival, "Push and push and then blame ourselves and everyone else but don't do anything to fix it."Winde: He spun to face Naruto "and how do we fix it?" he said a little heatedlytzuki: He smiled, a little broken but real, "That's the thing, I don't know if we can. Maybe it's too late."Winde: Sasuke didn't want it to be too late. He wanted to fit in, to find aplace he belonged, and he wanted Naruto to be there with him, he clenched his fists at his side and started at the ground. hey im soo happy that i can go to tao concert. Round and round!. . . "No..I dont want it to be too late..."tzuki: Naruto shoved his hands in his pockets and looked up at the sky, "Mmm, then maybe there's still hope for you."Winde: He turned towards Naruto and reached out, grasping the front of his jacket and pulling him close "I want to fit in, to belong. I won't belong unless it's with you..." he half growled half whispered...tzuki: Naruto looked up at him, clearly surprised, and studied him for a long time, then lifted a hand to touch him with light fingers before dropping his hand back to his side, "You will NEVER fit in if you're with me. No one will accept you, if you're with me...except me. And it's not worth it, trust me."Winde: "That's all I care about. I dont care what others think as long as I can be with you..." Leans forward and kisses Narutotzuki: He froze for a long moment, then sighed and closed his eyes, lifting a hand up to touch Sasuke's cheek and opened himself to the other, melting into the kiss.Winde: Sasuke cupped the back of Naruto's neck and licked his bottom lip, nibbling slightlytzuki: Naruto made a soft noise, his frame shaking, mind whirling as he opened his mouth, pushing his tongue out towards Sasuke's, testing the waters.Winde: Sasuke took the hint and let his tongue twine with Naruto's teasing and playing with his, pulling Naruto close to him.tzuki: Naruto's other hand reached out for Sasuke, wrapping around him and grabbing onto his shirt, letting out another low moan. He cut himself off half-way through the noise, however and immediately pushed himself away.Winde: Sasuke opened his eyes, he was enjoying the kiss, a puzzled look on his face when Naruto pulled awaytzuki: Naruto wasn't looking at him, but rather back towards the village, eyes narrowing a little bit.tzuki: There was a noise in the trees and then suddenly Kakashi burst through, smiling at his students, "Well! Who'd of thought you'd BOTH be here."Winde: Sasuke turned to follow Naruto's gaze, catching sight of the jounin, glaring as well.....